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		<description><![CDATA[They&#8217;re home! They&#8217;re back! Thaniel tumbled out of his bed, tripping over his tiny feet and nearly faceplanting before running for the door. After a moment&#8217;s thought, he sat down, tail wagging. It was sit, right? Not chew, pee, or &#8230; <a href="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/?p=865">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>They&#8217;re home! They&#8217;re back! Thaniel tumbled out of his bed, tripping over his tiny feet and nearly faceplanting before running for the door. After a moment&#8217;s thought, he sat down, tail wagging. It was sit, right? Not chew, pee, or beg for food. When Master bent over and patted the top of his head, he knew he&#8217;d done right.</p>
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<p>And then the lady that Master liked. Thaniel only tried to like the people Master liked, but it was hard sometimes. They were all nice to <em>him</em>, gave him treats and scratches, and that made it hard to not like them. Maybe when he was older he&#8217;d be better at it.</p>
<p>Still it was easily dismissed as Lady tickled his ears and rubbed his tummy.</p>
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<p>Play time seemingly done, Thaniel laid down on the rug in the sun and watched as Master sat on the high bench. Lady hesitated a moment and then slid onto the bench beside him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Alistair?&#8221; She kicked her foot back and forth, worrying with the thick fabric of her skirts.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hmm?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Why isn&#8217;t your house as nice as everyone else&#8217;s? I mean it&#8217;s nice.&#8221; She looked around the room. &#8220;But, it&#8217;s kinda&#8211;I dunno&#8211;bare.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I prefer the spare look.&#8221; Master said with a brief lift of his shoulders.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t have to be brave with me.&#8221; Lady said. &#8220;If it bugs you, you can tell me.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;My lady, I don&#8217;t need you to go to battle for me.&#8221; Master smiled. &#8220;There are no dragons in need of slaying here.&#8221; He tipped his shoulder into Lady&#8217;s and she blushed and giggled.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why&#8211;why did you come back to Shadowcrest? I mean&#8230;&#8221; Lady dropped off and bit her lip.</p>
<p>&#8220;For my father.&#8221; He smiled but it didn&#8217;t seem like a real smile. More the kind that he tended to give the horse-man who came by to talk about things sometimes. Thaniel knew that Master really didn&#8217;t like the horse-man, he was always in a foul mood whenever the horse-man left. Almost as bad as when the herb-lady came. Thankfully she&#8217;d only come twice.</p>
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<p>&#8220;But&#8211;didn&#8217;t he disown you?&#8221; Lady asked, cocking her head to the side as Thaniel did when he didn&#8217;t understand something that Master said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Master said. Thaniel wasn&#8217;t sure what &#8220;father&#8221; was, but though he&#8217;d never met Master&#8217;s father, Thaniel knew he didn&#8217;t like him most of all. He made Master more angry than horse-man and herb-lady together.&#8221;But he was still my father.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeah, I guess you&#8217;re right. I&#8217;d probably go back to my father if he were sick or hurt, even with all the stuff between us.&#8221; Lady sounded sad. Odd, Lady had a &#8220;father&#8221; that made her sad and Master had a &#8220;father&#8221; who made him angry. Thaniel chewed on the itchy spot by his tail.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye. Fathers are like that.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;My aunt used to say that parents always knew where the hooks were cause they put &#8216;em there.&#8221; Her foot thumped against the wood of the high bench. Thaniel gave up on the itchy spot by his tail for a new itchy spot behind his ear. His foot sorta sounded like Lady&#8217;s as it hit the floor.</p>
<p>&#8220;This is not untrue.&#8221; Master said. Lady looked at Master.</p>
<p>&#8220;Sorry. I didn&#8217;t mean to bring up bad memories.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You didn&#8217;t really, my lady.&#8221; Master said smoothly.</p>
<p>&#8220;I never know.&#8221; Lady slid off the high Bench and turned to face Master. &#8220;You guys never talk about it. I mean it&#8217;s like life didn&#8217;t exist here before Kennedy showed up. Except for Emanuel&#8217;s booze problem and the cemeteries all over the place.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;That is more or less the Crestian way, work, work, work so that the bad of the past cannot catch up to you.&#8221; Master agreed, slipping off the bench to stand facing Lady. The smell in the room had changed slightly, Thaniel didn&#8217;t like it, that smell. Though neither Master nor Lady seemed to notice.</p>
<p>&#8220;The whole stiff upper lip thing.&#8221; Lady nodded.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, I guess we needed stiff <em>somethings</em>.&#8221; Master took a step closer to Lady, and the smell jumped. Thaniel wrinkled his tiny nose, if they kept this up, he&#8217;d have to go for food, or maybe wriggle through the bars and go play with the skunk.</p>
<p>&#8220;And everything else was taken?&#8221; Lady batted her lashes at Master. Yep, definitely had to go somewhere else. Neither Master nor Lady noticed as he made his way to the back door and pushed it open.</p>
<p>Lady was gone when Thaniel came back from getting his snack. It wasn&#8217;t that he didn&#8217;t <em>like</em> Lady, after all she seemed to make Master happy. Although <em>he</em> was the one who was really supposed to make Master happy, it&#8217;s just they got so&#8211;odd when they were alone together. Thaniel didn&#8217;t like odd.</p>
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<p>&#8220;At least Zahrah doesn&#8217;t tell me my house is <em>cute</em>.&#8221; Master said. &#8220;You are supposed to be cute.&#8221; Thaniel wagged his tiny tail looking up at Master. Cute was good, right? &#8220;A house is supposed to be impressive, opulent, intimidating even. But no, that smug little chit gives me a house that&#8217;s <em>cute</em> and then tells me it <em>suits</em> me.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If even Lady Zahrah can tell that my house is hardly more than a shack, then something is definitely wrong. I&#8217;d bet, even after our falling out, my father would be horrified to see me living in <em>this</em>. I&#8217;ve got the blood of kings, and the house of a back country squire.&#8221; Master snarled. But he wasn&#8217;t snarling at Thaniel, at least Thaniel didn&#8217;t think so. He seemed to be snarling at the rug, but why?</p>
<p>Rugs didn&#8217;t make houses. Rugs did less than Thaniel did. Some day Thaniel would be able to do more&#8211;when he grew into his feet&#8211;and the rug would still be a rug.</p>
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<p>Master kept muttering, but it was getting harder and harder to pay attention to what he was saying, the fire was warm at Thaniel&#8217;s back, and beyond the sound of Master&#8217;s muttering, the sounds of popping wood and crackling ash, night birds and crickets wove together like the strains of a lullaby and before the puppy knew it, he was off to sleep.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Gray had always preferred to think that he was cautious, not paranoid. Surely there were more important things than if Tate showed up to work one day. But the thing was, Tate always showed up to work. Unless the king gave him the day off, Tate was there, sick or well, no matter the weather. If he was too sick to work, he let Lock make that call, he never made it himself.</p>
<p>So when Gray had arrived, mid morning, with a stack of paperwork the size of a small child in tow and Dumpling hadn&#8217;t been in the stables, Gray had thought it odd. But not entirely remarkable, after all he could have taken the horse to run an errand for Lock or something. But when Wesley had come in with a rather sad luncheon of leftovers and told them that after the meeting he would go down to Master Jarrett&#8217;s and speak with Olivia about coming up to the castle to cook dinner that night, a spark of worry crept through Gray&#8217;s veins.</p>
<p>Tate not only wasn&#8217;t there, he hadn&#8217;t been there all day. Gray&#8217;s father, what felt like several lifetimes ago, had told him that being a steward was half answering questions and half asking them. Sometimes men didn&#8217;t show up for work. Finding out why was the steward&#8217;s job. But usually the ones you had to question were the ones with a list of excuses as long as their arm for why they weren&#8217;t at work. Not the ones who always were.</p>
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<p>Tate lived alone, except for a cat. A dog you might train to go for help, a cat&#8211;well no one trained a cat&#8211;there were any number of things that could have happened, fire, head injury, he could have been thrown from his horse, or kicked, something could have fallen on him. And unless someone came along in time&#8230;</p>
<p>Gray had excused himself from the meeting, which was just a bunch of diplomatic bullshit sent from Archerglen and had headed down the hill to Tate&#8217;s. The house was still standing, seemingly untouched, but silent as a grave. No sign of Tate in the garden or out front.</p>
<p>He paused, for a moment, hand on the familiar wooden gate, but he heard nothing. &#8220;Tate?&#8221; Gray called. All that answered him was a faint echo of his own voice.</p>
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<p>The door hadn&#8217;t been locked, that meant that Tate was still home. He always locked the door when he went up to the castle, even if Gray wasn&#8217;t certain why. But every room in the house was empty of anything living.</p>
<p>The barn, maybe? The snickt of the door closing behind him, seemed very loud as did the rustle of the thatch in the breeze.</p>
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<p>Butterscotch appeared in the doorway of the barn and twined around his ankles. Dumpling was still in her stall, but nothing looked out of place. Something had been going on with Tate since Lord Dolph&#8217;s wedding, but none of them knew what it was, they&#8217;d all chalked it up to him being a teenager, most teenagers were moody and sullen at times. But what if there was more to it than that.</p>
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<p>He stood up when a sound caught his ear. It was a cry, the sound of something in pain. &#8220;Tate?&#8221; Gray asked, peering into the semi-gloom of the barn. The sound immediately cut off. If it had been one of the kittens, the sound would have gotten louder, not stopped. Dumpling danced in place and Gray stepped further into the barn.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Tate, what&#8217;s wrong?&#8221; Gray didn&#8217;t remember moving into Dumpling&#8217;s stall or kneeling in the straw that was pristine as fresh snow, or his hand falling on Tate&#8217;s shoulder.</p>
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<p>Tate scrambled back, to his feet, ducking his head in something that was more of a cringe than a bow. &#8220;Lord Gray, I am so sorry. I-I-I&#8230;&#8221; That was all the further the boy got before his words disintegrated into sobs, though he didn&#8217;t actually cry. Gray put his arm around Tate&#8217;s shoulder, feeling as if he were reaching back in time, there was a time when Gray had cried like this. The sort of crying that felt like your insides were coming loose from their normal places.</p>
<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Gray breathed into the boy&#8217;s hair. &#8220;Whatever it is, you don&#8217;t have to be sorry about it.&#8221; Other words were ringing in Gray&#8217;s ears, further blurring the lines between then and now.</p>
<p>&#8220;But the&#8211;the king, he was de-depending on me.&#8221; Tate said.</p>
<p>&#8220;The king can manage.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Just&#8211;just give me a minute to clean up, I&#8217;ll be&#8211;I&#8217;m sorry you had to come after me I-I-I promise it&#8217;ll never happen again. Never.&#8221; Tate said into his hands.</p>
<p>&#8220;No, Tate, the only place you&#8217;re going is to see Lady Kennedy.&#8221; Gray said. Tate wailed, the first sign of a tear appearing at the corner of his eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;No, please! I-I can&#8217;t&#8211;not to Lady Kennedy&#8217;s. The&#8211;the&#8211;<em>she&#8217;s</em> there.&#8221; The hysterical note in Tate&#8217;s tone, though the words made little sense, told Gray that whatever had lead to this was in some way tied to someone at Lady Kennedy&#8217;s.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Okay. To my house then. I&#8217;m not leaving you here, Tate. And I&#8217;m not going to take you to the castle until she&#8217;s seen to you.&#8221; Gray said firmly.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not hurt.&#8221; Tate protested, sounding more like he was trying to convince himself than Gray. &#8220;Nothing&#8211;nothing&#8217;s wrong, nothing happened.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Tate.&#8221; The boy only whimpered. Oh Tate, what happened to you?</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;You know, I&#8217;m glad that I&#8217;ve got a chance to talk to you by myself, Zahrah.&#8221; Sawyer said giving his most disarming grin. Zahrah rolled her eyes. &#8220;You&#8217;re married now, Sawyer. And your wife is jealous.&#8221; Zahrah told him. His &#8230; <a href="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/?p=847">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;You know, I&#8217;m glad that I&#8217;ve got a chance to talk to you by myself, Zahrah.&#8221; Sawyer said giving his most disarming grin. Zahrah rolled her eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re married now, Sawyer. And your wife is jealous.&#8221; Zahrah told him. His brow went upward.</p>
<p>&#8220;She is?&#8221; Sawyer asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s what everyone says and they do know her better than I do.&#8221; Zahrah shrugged.</p>
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<p>&#8220;And to think just a couple of weeks ago she was still throwing me at other women. If it wouldn&#8217;t scandalize the entire country, I think she&#8217;d still be throwing me at other women.&#8221; Zahrah paused in midstep and stared.</p>
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<p>&#8220;But you&#8217;re <em>married.</em>&#8221; She put her foot down on the ground.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; He nodded.</p>
<p>&#8220;But&#8211;what are the divorce laws like here in Shadowcrest?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8211;don&#8217;t know.&#8221; Sawyer said. &#8220;It&#8217;s not the divorce, really, it&#8217;s the annulment that&#8217;s usually a problem.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s the difference?&#8221; If she was going to have to get married as a teenager, maybe it would be better to know this now. Though she&#8217;d hope that if she got married it would be for love and to someone who she would never, ever want to divorce.</p>
<p>&#8220;Between an annulment and a divorce?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No. I mean how hard is it to get an annulment over a divorce.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Depends. Depends on the priest, depends on the kingdom, depends on if your marriage has been consummated.&#8221; Sawyer told her. &#8220;I think if we were really miserable, both Lord Gray and King Lachlan would give us a divorce.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;So, it&#8217;d only be the consummation that would be a problem for you and Jolene?&#8221; Zahrah asked only to see Sawyer&#8217;s eyes drop to the cobblestone he was kicking at. &#8220;Sawyer? You&#8211;you guys haven&#8217;t&#8211;done it?&#8221; A flush crawled up his cheeks and over his ears as he continued to stare at the ground.</p>
<p>&#8220;She needs more time.&#8221; Sawyer whispered.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone  wp-image-850" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-15-59-41-45" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-15-59-41-45.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Wow, cause if I was with a guy as hot as you&#8211;I think I&#8217;d have a hard time waiting til the wedding.&#8221; Zahrah exclaimed. Sawyer drew his hazel eyes up and looked hard at her.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8211;you think I&#8217;m&#8211;attractive?&#8221; Sawyer asked, cocking his head to the side.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hell yeah.&#8221; Zahrah said. &#8220;Most of you guys are. I mean, Emanuel is a bit mopey and emo for my taste, And Jarrett&#8217;s just&#8211;I don&#8217;t know how you could be attracted to him. And I mean, Lord Gray is kinda&#8211;I mean you just can&#8217;t entertain fantasies about him. There&#8217;s nothing there to work with if you spent five minutes in his company. But you&#8217;re very good looking.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;What about Tate?&#8221; Sawyer asked after a moment&#8217;s quiet.</p>
<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s&#8211;cute.&#8221; She bit her lip.</p>
<p>&#8220;Cute?&#8221; Sawyer asked. &#8220;In what way?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, you know, cute, like Alistair&#8217;s puppy, or the new foal, or the baby chicks.&#8221; Zahrah cocked her head to the side. &#8220;How else could he be cute?&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-851" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-15-59-55-01" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-15-59-55-01.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Like an attractive guy is cute?&#8221; Maybe Sawyer meant it as a statement, but it definitely went up in pitch as if he weren&#8217;t sure. Zahrah must have looked puzzled. &#8220;I&#8217;ve heard Lady Fiona telling Lady Jennica that King Lachlan is &#8216;cute&#8217;, which sounds different than when Lady Heidi or Jolene would tell me <em>I</em> was cute. The former sounds like someone you&#8217;re&#8211;what&#8217;s Mistress Peyton say &#8216;in to&#8221;? The latter was definitely baby chick cute.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, well, it&#8217;s not that Tate&#8217;s not kinda hot. He&#8217;s just&#8211;he&#8217;s not swoon-worthy. He&#8217;s so boy-next-door.&#8221; Zahrah tossed her hair. &#8220;It&#8217;s not that I don&#8217;t like him&#8211;but he&#8217;s like best friend material. Sweet, kind, the guy you can depend on,&#8221; She listed.</p>
<p>&#8220;You make that sound like a bad thing. Mistress Raquel says the same thing about Blake, only it doesn&#8217;t sound bad when she says it.&#8221; Sawyer said.</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t mean it <em>bad</em>.&#8221; Zahrah said. She chewed on her cheek for a moment trying to think. &#8220;It&#8217;s just&#8211;he&#8217;s like the actor you see in a movie that always does a great job, and you enjoy seeing him in the movie. But he&#8217;s not the leading man. He&#8217;s not the one you go to the movie for. He&#8217;s not the one you daydream over. He&#8217;s not the one you spend all weekend cutting pictures out of your magazines of.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And Alistair is the &#8216;leading man&#8217;?&#8221; Sawyer asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;C&#8217;mon, why is everyone so down on Alistair. He can be a really great guy if you get to know him!&#8221; Zahrah found her bottom lip pushing out into a pout. Seriously, it was totally like a movie, she was the only one who could see past his outside to the sweet guy he was underneath that.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-852" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-02-02-13" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-02-02-13.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Maybe we <em>do</em> know him.&#8221; Sawyer muttered before turning to resume his path toward the house that Nessa, Jarrett, and Olivia shared. &#8220;Morning, Nessa!&#8221; He called as she stepped out onto the small front porch. &#8220;You&#8217;re looking particularly lovely this morning.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Sawyer, your flattery will get you nowhere.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;But you do! Doesn&#8217;t she?&#8221; Sawyer asked turning toward Zahrah again.</p>
<p>&#8220;Her&#8211;your hair looks nice.&#8221; She didn&#8217;t understand Nessa. She was so much prettier when she put a little effort into her appearance. Most of the time she didn&#8217;t do anything more than pull her beautiful strawberry gold hair back in a completely unflattering braid or knot.</p>
<p>Between Kennedy, Jennica, and Emanuel it wasn&#8217;t like they didn&#8217;t have cosmetics around to be worn. But she was pretty sure the only time she&#8217;d seen anything on Nessa was at Jolene&#8217;s wedding. She didn&#8217;t even attempt to cover the scars on her face or give you anything else to focus on.</p>
<p>The looser hair <em>was</em> marginally more flattering.</p>
<p>&#8220;Okay, Liv, you win this one.&#8221; Nessa called back in the house, a laugh drifting out in response on the late summer breeze.</p>
<p>&#8220;Goody! I adore winning.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And I&#8217;ve resigned myself to not winning.&#8221; Nessa said dryly, Sawyer laughed as he followed her into the house. Zahrah followed Sawyer, knowing she shouldn&#8217;t, he was <em>married</em> but he had a very cute, tight butt under those hose and the fabric left very little to the imagination and it was kind of distracting, really.</p>
<p>&#8220;So, you ready to head up now?&#8221; Jarrett asked standing up from the table.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Just about.&#8221; Sawyer said, turning to Zahrah, who was still lingering in the doorway. &#8220;You know, exciting isn&#8217;t always better. Fires, floods, and animal stampedes are all kind of exciting, that doesn&#8217;t mean they&#8217;re good.&#8221; What? Why was he going all Yoda all of a sudden? But he apparently wasn&#8217;t going to explain because he just nodded to her, bowed to Nessa and Olivia and followed Jarrett out the door.</p>
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<p>&#8220;So you never finished telling me what he <em>said</em>.&#8221; Nessa said to Olivia who put down the needle she was using to weave with.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;you know him. King of the backhanded compliment. He asked me if I always put on weight in my ass because it was looking better these days.&#8221; Olivia tossed her hair over her shoulder and looked at her backside.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, what did you expect, he&#8217;s not exactly Shakespeare.&#8221; Nessa said. &#8220;And your ass looks fine, Liv.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s cause you don&#8217;t have to see me naked.&#8221; Olivia retorted dryly. &#8220;Then again no one else does either, so I guess I can live with it.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-855" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-21-56-60" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-21-56-60.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>Afternoons like this, soft and sweet like warm honey, were just too rare to spend cooped up in the house helping bake pastries. And even a hard task master like Olivia realized that the heart wasn&#8217;t in her apprentice about the second time she found her thoughts wandering off as she was applying icing, getting it all over the counter. So Zahrah found herself banished to the outside while Nessa and Olivia finished up the last couple of batches.</p>
<p>The only thing better than lounging on the pillowy grass watching the clouds in the sky was if there had been anyone to watch them with. Someone like&#8230;</p>
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<p>&#8220;So the cruel dungeon master let you out for the afternoon, my lady?&#8221; Alistair&#8217;s handsome face stepped into her view. She felt her heart thumping just a little harder in her chest. He was so <em>handsome</em> and even though almost everyone called her my lady or lady Zahrah, there was just something&#8211;personal about the way he said it, something cutely possessive. Like a pet name.</p>
<p>&#8220;Olivia isn&#8217;t cruel, she&#8217;s really nice.&#8221; Zahrah told him as she stood up and brushed the grass off her skirt.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-857" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-24-35-76" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-24-35-76.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Certainly.&#8221; He smiled, although there seemed to be something else behind it. But before she could decipher it, he held out a dozen roses to her. It wasn&#8217;t shy how he did it, as Tate might have, with a blush and a stammer, simply graceful and charming. &#8220;A rose for a rose, Lady Zahrah.&#8221; No, Zahrah was the one blushing.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thank you. They&#8217;re beautiful.&#8221; Zahrah said bending to inhale them.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, what else could I bring such a beautiful lady&#8221; He asked.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-858" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-26-57-13" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-26-57-13.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, there you&#8211;oh Alistair.&#8221; Nessa said coming through the gate.</p>
<p>&#8220;Lady Nessa.&#8221; There was something small and tight in both their voices, though all they directed toward her was smiles, forced smiles, but smiles. Like she was five again and couldn&#8217;t see through it.</p>
<p>&#8220;Does Olivia need me for something?&#8221; Zahrah asked, her heart sinking, just a little. Yes, she was supposed to be helping Olivia and learning how to cook, but really who wouldn&#8217;t rather spend their afternoon with their crush, holding roses and being flattered rather than packing pastries up for the next morning&#8217;s market.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, we do need to get these carried up to Fox&#8217;s for market.&#8221; Nessa said. A whine built up in Zahrah&#8217;s throat, which she wouldn&#8217;t give voice to, it would only make her sound like a petulant little kid in front of Alistair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Right.&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-859" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-27-35-89" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-27-35-89.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Couldn&#8217;t you assist her, Lady Nessa.&#8221; Alistair asked dryly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Only if someone else wants to go check on the barn and feed the animals in it.&#8221; Nessa&#8217;s voice was bland. &#8220;And Zahrah <em>is</em> supposed to be Olivia&#8217;s assistant, which makes carrying them part of her job.&#8221; Zahrah sighed.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll be right in.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Tate!&#8221; Nessa called, suddenly. Zahrah looked at Nessa, then in the direction Nessa was looking, yes, there was Tate. Maybe Tate could take the pastries to market with Olivia and Zahrah could leave early. Although there was a part of her that felt guilty for even thinking it. Tate had already put in most of an afternoon working for the king, it probably wasn&#8217;t fair to make him do her job on top of his.</p>
<p>&#8220;One moment, Lady Nessa.&#8221; He called back.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-860" title="Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-35-11-62" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Sims2EP9-2012-02-15-16-35-11-62.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Well, my lady, it seems our time has been cut short.&#8221; Alistair leaned closer to her to murmur in her ear. If she&#8217;d been looking she might have noticed the way his leaning closer was timed just for when Tate rounded the corner. Might have seen the look of hopelessness cross his face. See the look of disgust cross Nessa&#8217;s. But all she could see were Alistair&#8217;s beautiful brown eyes.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Guess so. I&#8217;ll&#8211;see you later?&#8221; She asked. He nodded with that smile that made her knees get all quivery, then headed off toward the front gate. She was still watching him, so she didn&#8217;t see Nessa pat Tate&#8217;s shoulder, or the pain on his face as the other woman did so.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Is it sad how much I want to squee?&#8221; Jolene asked Heidi. &#8220;Over the fact that I&#8217;m getting married&#8211;or over the fact that I&#8217;ll be moving out and you&#8217;ll have more closet space?&#8221; Heidi teased. &#8220;Which do you think? Especially &#8230; <a href="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/?p=562">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;Is it sad how much I want to squee?&#8221; Jolene asked Heidi.</p>
<p>&#8220;Over the fact that I&#8217;m getting married&#8211;or over the fact that I&#8217;ll be moving out and you&#8217;ll have more closet space?&#8221; Heidi teased.</p>
<p><span id="more-562"></span>&#8220;Which do you think? Especially considering that Zahrah will be taking over your wardrobe space before the last of your stuff clears the stairwell.&#8221; Jolene stuck her tongue out at Heidi who laughed and stuck her tongue out back.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ah, well, then, no. I don&#8217;t mind if you want to squee over the wedding.&#8221; Victoria tucked a strand of her hair back into the updo and headed down the stairs.</p>
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<p>&#8220;So, ten bucks says it&#8217;s six weeks or less before Kennedy&#8217;s firing up the old preg tester again.&#8221; Peyton was saying as she came into the living room of the barn.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re betting on people&#8217;s <em>sex lives</em> now, Peyton?&#8221; Tiffany asked, a bit incredulously.</p>
<p>&#8220;Isn&#8217;t anything else to bet on. I wonder how hard it is to make slot machines.&#8221; She trailed off looking at the ceiling.</p>
<p>&#8220;Fairly.&#8221; Victoria pointed out as she took a seat in the empty chair to Peyton&#8217;s left. The blonde looked at her with an eyebrow quirked. &#8220;Think about it. Not only would you have to figure out the mechanics of making one, you&#8217;d have to figure out how to build a generator cause they need power to run. Besides, would you really want to dump all your money into something like that?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Not for me, I&#8217;d build a bank of them and everyone else could lose their money in them.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Right.&#8221; Victoria said. &#8220;And what would you do if someone won?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;d think of something, don&#8217;t kill my buzz, Vikki.&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-565" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-02-17-28-42-71" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-02-17-28-42-71.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Have you been drinking already, Peyton?&#8221; Jolene asked from behind them.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, you know. Just a little liquid courage.&#8221; Peyton stretched.</p>
<p>&#8220;For what?&#8221; Jolene sneered. &#8220;You aren&#8217;t getting married, after all.&#8221;  If Peyton was in the room, Victoria would have sworn that it was her permanent expression. Granted this was the real world and not some place occupied by fuzzy little bears or ponies who were all bff&#8217;s all the time, but Victoria still didn&#8217;t know why Jolene was so disparaging of Peyton all the time.</p>
<p>&#8220;For seeing my ass in this dress.&#8221; Peyton waved airily. At least Peyton got as good as she gave very rarely letting the other woman get her goat.</p>
<p>&#8220;I take it,&#8221; Kennedy interjected before they could get any further into a disagreement. &#8220;That Heidi is ready to go and that we should head for the chapel?&#8221; Jolene looked at Kennedy for a long moment as if judging whether she&#8217;d win a battle with the doctor, but apparently she didn&#8217;t think so because she just nodded.</p>
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<p>Heidi had decided that she wanted to have an outdoor wedding, something that was questionable, given that it was spring, and doubly questionable considering the dark clouds on the horizon, but, as Heidi pointed out, the king was a wizard. If he could bring people from the future, he could keep it from raining on one wedding ceremony.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-567" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-45-16-79" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-45-16-79.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>Though she really didn&#8217;t know Heidi that well or Dolph either, the ceremony was very sweet and apparent to everyone that the bride and groom adored each other. After the vows were said, Dolph swept Heidi off her feet and spun her around, garnering applause from the spectators.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-568" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-49-56-65" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-49-56-65.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>Then it was inside, after all there was no reason to tempt fate with an outdoor reception as well. The plants did need rain so if it decided to drizzle all afternoon, they should probably let it.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aren&#8217;t you going to have any cake, Lady Victoria?&#8221; A voice asked by her elbow.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-569" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-11-01-24" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-11-01-24.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;I want to be able to fit into this dress for the next wedding if I need to.&#8221; Victoria said turning toward Camden.</p>
<p>&#8220;I think it&#8217;ll fit fine,&#8221; Camden blushed then. Oh, my. Victoria stopped herself from giggling. He&#8217;d been checking her out! Maybe walking everywhere and not being constantly stuck behind a desk going over columns of numbers was helping put her curves back where she remembered them being.</p>
<p>&#8220;What about you?&#8221; Victoria asked. Camden&#8217;s green eyes widened for a moment. &#8220;Cake, aren&#8217;t you going to have any?&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-570" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-54-06-19" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-54-06-19.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Oo-oh. Uh, no&#8211;I don&#8217;t think so.&#8221; Camden glanced around. &#8220;The young lady with Alistair, who is she?&#8221; She glanced over her shoulder in the direction that Camden was looking.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is <em>that</em> Alistair?&#8221; Victoria asked. For some reason she had been expect Alistair to be&#8211;the skeezy guy in the trench coat. Someone who looked like a rat. He looked normal. Handsome, even. Then her eyes flicked onto the girl talking to him. Zahrah. She was new to Shadowcrest too.</p>
<p>Of course Camden would notice her. Zahrah was young and very pretty, and her curves had the benefit of never having shifted out of position in the first place. She was probably closer to Camden in age than she was. Victoria stifled a sigh, as Camden would probably notice. Still, when she turned back Camden&#8217;s eyes shot up from where they&#8217;d been settled, which <em>wasn&#8217;t</em> on Zahrah.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s Zahrah. She came a few days ago.&#8221; Victoria said, watching Camden&#8217;s face for a hint of his eyes leaping away to look at Zahrah again. Except they didn&#8217;t. Huh?</p>
<p>&#8220;Hadn&#8217;t you met Alistair?&#8221; Camden asked as if the girl was no longer anything he was concerned with.</p>
<p>&#8220;No. I wasn&#8217;t sure I wanted to. I can&#8217;t name a single complimentary thing that was said about him.&#8221; Victoria admitted. Camden looked thoughtful for a moment. &#8220;What?&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-571" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-00-20-57" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-00-20-57.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m trying to think of a complimentary thing I&#8217;ve ever heard said about him.&#8221; Victoria stifled a giggle. Alistair had moved away from Zahrah, who sat on one of the benches as Dolph and Heidi took the dance floor.</p>
<p>Camden grabbed a couple of glasses of wine and handed her one. She twisted the stem of the glass in her fingers before taking a sip of the wine, as Camden&#8217;s eyes swept over her profile.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-572" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-58-40-79" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-15-58-40-79.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>The peace was broken by the sound of someone angrily hissing their breath in between their teeth. Victoria glanced at Camden who was watching Dolph and Heidi. He looked at her with a raised eyebrow. Okay, it wasn&#8217;t Camden&#8230; who then&#8230;? She wondered taking a slightly larger drink of the wine from her glass.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-573" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-08-21-02" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-08-21-02.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>A stir by the door caught Victoria&#8217;s attention. &#8220;Well, my loves.&#8221; Blake said, rubbing Raquel&#8217;s tummy in a way that made Victoria smile wistfully. &#8220;I think I should take you and your mommy home. It&#8217;s walk from here.&#8221;</p>
<p>Considering Victoria hardly knew Raquel and Blake even less, it felt somewhat wrong to watch the two of them leaving, so she turned her attention back to the wine in her glass. Whatever it was, it was a lot stronger than the wine in a box that was served at book club and it was seeming to go straight to her head. Just one glass shouldn&#8217;t have tipped her into &#8220;buzzed&#8221; but this stuff had managed.</p>
<p>&#8220;Lady Victoria?&#8221; Camden sounded concerned.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-574" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-11-12-71" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-11-12-71.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;I just need a little air.&#8221; At least she hoped that she only needed some air. She didn&#8217;t know how she&#8217;d live with it if she got too drunk to walk home off <em>one</em> glass of wine. The young knight fell into step with her, holding the door open as the still-slightly-chilly night air hit her arms and face and cleared her head.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-576" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-13-00-88" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-13-00-88.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>They both stood looking up at the sky for a moment until a cultured voice speaking in a hushed but obviously angry tone caught her attention.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-575" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-14-27-01" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-14-27-01.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Leave her alone.&#8221; She recognized the redhair and black embroidered clothes from the back.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8211;you don&#8217;t.&#8221; Whomever responded was obviously by the voice a lot younger&#8211;and a lot smaller as she couldn&#8217;t see him past Alistair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh please, come back and retort when you can do it without a stammer.&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-577" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-16-51-50" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-16-51-50.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Go to hell.&#8221; The boy said. Alistair grabbed the younger boy and jerking him half off his feet.</p>
<p>&#8220;What was that, you little urchin?&#8221; The boy didn&#8217;t say anything and the redhaired man shoved him away, obviously prepared to walk away. Camden&#8217;s fists were clenched like he was about to lay into Alistair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Go get Sawyer.&#8221; Victoria suggested. Camden looked at her. &#8220;Please, Camden.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Yes, Lady Victoria.&#8221; He said turning and running back into the reception hall. Alistair stalked past her, sneering down his nose and Victoria found her own hands balling into fists. The boy, she thought for a moment, Tate had his face buried in his hands. She wanted to say something, or at least give him cookies and a big hug, but they didn&#8217;t even know each other.</p>
<p>And having a woman you didn&#8217;t know witness you getting bullied was sure to perk the old self-esteem back up.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Heyla,&#8221; Sawyer said, rounding the corner, Tate pulled his hands away from his face in such a way that Victoria was sure he was brushing away tears. Sawyer didn&#8217;t act like he noticed. &#8220;What&#8217;s wrong.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Just&#8211;Alistair. I asked&#8211;it&#8217;s nothing.&#8221; Tate said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ah, Alistair, is it? You know the first time Jarrett put him in charge of stirrin&#8217; the laundry, he burnt his braises?&#8221; Sawyer said. &#8220;He did. He was stirrin&#8217; the pot of laundry o&#8217;er the cook fire, and he stirs like a sissy, y&#8217;know, barely swishin&#8217; the water an&#8217; me an&#8217; Jarrett are at the pond fishin&#8217; when we smell something burnin&#8217; Go back and there&#8217;s &#8216;is braises at the bottom of the pot, burned just like the tag end of a pot of porridge in a cheap inn!&#8221;</p>
<p>The young bard continued to tell what Alistair would surely find to be highly embarrassing tales about him until Tate giggled, just a little.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-580" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-22-34-60" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-22-34-60.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Alistair&#8217;s a bully isn&#8217;t he?&#8221; Victoria asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s about all I&#8217;d call him in the presence of a lady.&#8221; Camden agreed. &#8220;Why&#8217;d you stop me?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I hate seeing a kid picked on, but I also know that if you interfered he&#8217;d just do it again, sometime when you weren&#8217;t around. And that Tate&#8217;d feel lower than a worm&#8217;s belly.&#8221; Victoria sighed. Camden cocked his head to the side. &#8220;My brother was bullied when he was about Tate&#8217;s age.&#8221; She felt her stomach clench.</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know you had a brother.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t. But I used to.&#8221; Victoria said staring down at her hands.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh.&#8221; Camden said.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-581" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-24-07-86" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-24-07-86.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Lady Victoria, Sir Camden.&#8221; Sawyer bobbed his head as he sauntered past. Tate barely looked up as he murmured something that Victoria couldn&#8217;t catch.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-582" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-30-24-53" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-30-24-53.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>As if that were some sort of a signal for people to start leaving, the doors pushed open only a few moments later, spilling Peyton and Ren out into the street. The two walked along for a moment before Ren caught Peyton&#8217;s hands in his. <em>Not a drop of romance in her, my ass.</em></p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-583" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-35-42-32" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-35-42-32.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>After Emanuel and Kennedy headed down the dark street toward the town gates, Sawyer, Tate, and Jolene followed.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-584" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-43-07-09" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-43-07-09.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s quite alright, Alistair. Jarrett and I&#8217;ll see Zahrah back to the barn.&#8221; Nessa said as the doors pushed open a fourth time. <em>Good, I wouldn&#8217;t want to see anything happen to Zahrah, and I&#8217;m not sure I trust Alistair any further than I can throw him. Especially not after what he did to Tate.</em> Victoria thought. Not that anyone had asked her. But still it was always good to have one&#8217;s personal approval met.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-585" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-52-12-70" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-16-52-12-70.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>Alistair followed a moment later, a snarl on his face. Lastly Wesley and Fox, followed by Tiffany, and Lock.</p>
<p>&#8220;If you&#8217;ll wait a moment, Lady Victoria, for me to say good night to Dolph and Lady Heidi I&#8217;ll walk you home.&#8221; Camden said, twisting his hand nervously. Victoria smiled and nodded.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-586" title="Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-17-14-29-78" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Sims2EP9-2011-12-03-17-14-29-78.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>The walk back was more quiet than talk, but pleasant still. And then they were back at the house with the familiar lanterns and the scarecrow watching lecherously over the crops. Maybe it was just her but that scarecrow was creepy.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thank you, Sir Camden.&#8221; Victoria tried to curtsy, not that it worked worth anything, but she tried. Camden nodded then raised his hand, tucking it under her chin and lifting it.</p>
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		<title>A Man Ain&#8217;t Made Of Stone</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2011 03:05:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Andavri</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Tate stepped nervously into the parlor. Not so very long ago it had just been that, a parlor. One he occasionally helped dust when Master Gray was busy. Now it was, more or less, the counsel chamber. All of the &#8230; <a href="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/?p=27">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>Tate stepped nervously into the parlor. Not so very long ago it had just been that, a parlor. One he occasionally helped dust when Master Gray was busy. Now it was, more or less, the counsel chamber. All of the big decisions made about the future of Shadowcrest were made in this room, with the same desk chair that had been here as long as he could remember coming, serving as a throne for his king. That somehow didn&#8217;t seem right, thrones were supposed to be impressive, special. Only kings were supposed to have sat in the throne. Tate himself had sat in that chair himself, and more than once.</p>
<p><span id="more-27"></span>&#8220;My-Your Majesty, your guests are here.&#8221; Lord Lock sighed softly as if to himself. <em>King, King Lachlan,</em> Tate reminded himself sharply, even though he&#8217;d likely forget again in just a moment.</p>
<p>&#8220;Show them in, Tate, please.&#8221; Tate bowed and stepped out of the room to fetch the two men.</p>
<p>&#8220;What, Lock?&#8221; Tate heard Sir Wesley asked. &#8220;You look like swallowed vinegar when you were expecting wine.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t used to scare him.&#8221; Lord Lock said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Scare who, my lord?&#8221; Master Gray asked, sounding puzzled.</p>
<p>&#8220;Tate.&#8221; He could hear the murmurs from the parlor indicating that the conversation was continuing, but he could no longer pick out individual words, and that was probably all for the better, he didn&#8217;t need to eavesdrop.</p>
<p>&#8220;If you&#8217;ll follow me, my lords?&#8221; The king, along with a proper throne, should have a proper herald or at least a page. Not a peasant boy with dirt from the garden under his fingernails. Someone with the manners that these men no doubt expected. Nevermind if Sir Camden was little older than Tate was.</p>
<p>Even though it was only half a dozen steps from the door to the parlor, Tate proceeded them and held the door open for them. &#8220;Sir Camden and Lord-Judge Dolph, my-Your Majesty.&#8221; Tate said, sort of unnecessarily, none of the men in the room were blind, but that was what formality seemed to be about. Doing unnecessary things for the reason of because somebody, once upon a time, had decided it should be so.<img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-30" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-15-19-43" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-15-19-43.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>Sir Camden entered first, dropping to one knee, his mail jingling as he did so. Lord Lock nodded formally to the young knight. Then Lord Dolph, who bowed deeply before taking his seat in the chairs that Tate had pilfered from the kitchen and set in front of the fire. Tate&#8217;s duties done, he started to slip out of the room, leaving the king and his lords to their discussion when Lord Lock&#8217;s deep voice stopped him.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Tate, please, stay.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;My-Your Majesty?&#8221; Tate asked in alarm, looking around the room.</p>
<p>Lord Lock started to say something then shook his head. &#8220;Tate, stay.&#8221;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-33" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-19-00-01" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-19-00-01.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, my-Your Majesty.&#8221; There were no more seats open and truthfully no room for another chair so Tate simply took up residence on the floor and listened.The first order of business was apparently just a general state of the country. Which then switched over to the arrival of Lady Kennedy, about a week prior.</p>
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<p>Tate liked the doctor, she was funny in rather dry way and she scared Sir Wesley terribly. That was amusing all on it&#8217;s own. Sir Wesley was a knight and a brave one. Tate had seen him stand up to hulking brutes twice Lady Kennedy&#8217;s size and never even blink, but Lady Kennedy always seemed to know just how to poke holes in Sir Wesley.</p>
<p>&#8220;I think, my lords, that it is time for a second summoning.&#8221; Lord Lock told his assembled nobles and Tate.</p>
<p>&#8220;Are you certain, Majesty? The last summoning tired you terribly.&#8221; Master Gray said in that deferential but still firm voice.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-35" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-17-13-51" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-17-13-51.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, I&#8217;m fine, Nanny Gray.&#8221; Tate had to hide a smile.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your majesty.&#8221; Master Gray protested.</p>
<p>&#8220;It has been a week, Gray. And I am perfectly recovered.&#8221; Lord Lock told Master Gray with a shake of his head. Master Gray apparently gave up for he said nothing further. &#8220;My inquiry though would be what does Shadowcrest need most?&#8221; The lords looked around as if hoping that someone else might have an idea. Tate cleared his throat, the sound barely audible over the crackle of the fire.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-36" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-17-54-33" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-17-54-33.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, Tate?&#8221; Lord Lock asked as the lords looked at him, perhaps having forgotten that he was even present.</p>
<p>&#8220;You said, my-your majesty, that one of the ladies-did something with buildings?&#8221; Tate asked, even more uncertain with all those eyes upon him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Might, as we&#8217;ve not had lots of luck with the rebuilding of Shadowhaven so far, my lord, might she be of use?&#8221; Tate stared at his hands, twisted on his lap. Lord Lock said nothing and Tate cringed further in on himself. <em>Never say anything, that&#8217;s not why he asked you to stay, dummy.</em></p>
<p>&#8220;Very good, Tate.&#8221; Lord Lock said then. &#8220;That is a very good idea, thank you.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You are-you are welcome, my-your majesty.&#8221; Tate said. The lords then finished their discussion and Tate jumped to his feet to get the door almost as soon as Lord Lock deemed the meeting over.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-37" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-20-34-69" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-29-05-20-34-69.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>After he had seen Lord Dolph and Sir Camden out, he entered the parlor to bank the fire and put the chairs away, expecting to find it empty. But Lord Lock stood by the window, looking out into the twilight.</p>
<p>&#8220;My-Your majesty, I&#8217;m sorry for disturbing you.&#8221; Tate said when Lord Lock looked over at him after he squeaked.</p>
<p>&#8220;You know, Tate, we&#8217;re all kind of new at this. Don&#8217;t beat yourself up over the fact that you&#8217;re still getting used to it.&#8221; The king patted his shoulder before heading over to his study, leaving Tate to gape after him.</p>
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<p>&#8220;It&#8217;ll be fine, Sawyer.&#8221; Jarrett sighed, in his quiet voice. &#8220;T&#8217;ain&#8217;t no reason to take the time to walk &#8216;crossed town during the busy season.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;But it ain&#8217;t fine, Jarrett.  It&#8217;s been hurtin&#8217; you since early week an&#8217; it still ain&#8217;t stopped.&#8221; The young man countered. The former butcher shook his blonde hair.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-39" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-30-19-45-58-39" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-30-19-45-58-39.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;We&#8217;ve got too much to do. And somebody ain&#8217;t helping any.&#8221; Jarrett murmured, neither of them bothering to glance over at the man stretched out on the hammock under the tree. The young nobleman paid them about as much mind as he did the squirrels chittering in the tree above him.</p>
<p>&#8220;You heard what the lady doctor said, she said when things start hurtin&#8217; ye, to come see her right away.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s probably jist looking for money.&#8221; Jarrett said. Sawyer scoffed massaging an ache in his left palm.</p>
<p>&#8220;She ain&#8217;t charging nothing! Tate and I went over to help Master Blake move in a table for her, an there she was looking over Master Ren&#8217;s knee, an&#8217; she sent him on her way without any word of a bill, you know merchants, Jarrett, they&#8217;s very good at wiggling them fingers for the glim.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, then she ain&#8217;t probably a very good doctor.&#8221; Jarrett had enough stubborn some days for two plus ten donkeys. But Sawyer wasn&#8217;t giving up. He liked Jarrett, who was a far better companion than the lazy-assed noble who treated them like his servants and did absolutely no good.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s a load of horseshit, Jarrett an&#8217; you know it. Maybe you an&#8217; me wouldn&#8217;t know much about doctors an&#8217; doctorin&#8217; but Tate says the king&#8217;s even impressed an&#8217; I think he would know.&#8221; Sawyer countered.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-40" title="Sims2EP9-2011-04-30-19-47-37-01" src="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Sims2EP9-2011-04-30-19-47-37-01.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="413" /></p>
<p>&#8220;This ain&#8217;t get getting the crops tended an&#8217; we still need to put those leaves on the pile.&#8221; Jarrett dismissed. Sawyer shook his head as the older man walked away, but followed him over to the small field where all the crops were planted in orderly lines. Theirs might not be the best kitchen garden in the world, but Sawyer would&#8217;ve laid odds that it was at least tied for the neatest and nearly the best kept.</p>
<p>Sawyer heard Jarrett&#8217;s pain-filled grunt as he bent to pull some of the weeds that had seemingly popped up over night and would have laid glim on a grimace twisting the older man&#8217;s  face, though he couldn&#8217;t see it.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I can handle this, Jarrett, get your ass over t&#8217; the lady doctor, <em>now</em>. If you lay yourself up over this, who&#8217;s gonna help with harvest, which t&#8217;ain&#8217;t that far off now.&#8221; Sawyer said, earning himself a black look. &#8220;An&#8217; no, you can&#8217;t go after lunch or after y&#8217;finish the weedin&#8217;, y&#8217;go now.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;You should have come earlier in the week, Master Jarrett, you didn&#8217;t have to live all this time in pain.&#8221; Kennedy scolded the butcher as they stood outside her barn.</p>
<p>&#8220;Lady Kennedy, it weren&#8217;t nothing.&#8221; Jarrett shook his head.</p>
<p>&#8220;I disagree.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;M&#8217;lady, work means pain, that&#8217;s the way it is.&#8221; He told her in a voice that was deep and rich was so quiet an errant bit of breeze from the tree behind her could practically rip it away.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Pain means something&#8217;s wrong, Master Jarrett, if working means you&#8217;re always in pain, then you&#8217;re doing something wrong.&#8221; Kennedy crossed her arms over her chest and tried to meet his eyes, which darted away. &#8220;I want you to take it easy, you hear me? I&#8217;ll take you over my knee and spank you if I hear you&#8217;ve been ignoring this injury.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Animals don&#8217;t care if you&#8217;re hurt, neither do the crops. Sawyer&#8217;s a good lad, but he can&#8217;t do it all by himself.&#8221; Jarrett told her.</p>
<p>&#8220;So get your other lazy-ass roomie to work.&#8221; Kennedy said. At Jarrett&#8217;s puzzled look she explained. &#8220;Alistair, he&#8217;s there, what&#8217;s he doing with all his time? Beating off?&#8221; The butcher looked even more puzzled. &#8220;Never mind the beating off.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s a noble, Lady Kennedy. I can&#8217;t just order him to work.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;That is <em>so stupid</em>. He&#8217;s a man just like any other man.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;It jist doesn&#8217;t work that way, Lady Kennedy.&#8221; Jarrett protested.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, how bout it working like this: You don&#8217;t work, you don&#8217;t eat. That&#8217;s what my aunt used to tell me and my cousins about our chores. And she had a lot of success in it.&#8221; Jarrett shook his head, though a bit of a shy smile quirked the corner of his lips. Kennedy felt an answering smile herself, before she noticed the blonde man coming up the path behind Jarrett.</p>
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<p>Apparently he saw her eyes slide past him, though they weren&#8217;t gone for long, and he turned, bowing practically before he was all the way turned. &#8220;Your majesty.&#8221; Jarrett murmured.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Master Jarrett.&#8221; Lock said with that &#8220;I&#8217;m trying really hard to be reassuring&#8221; smile that he seemingly always wore around his subjects.</p>
<p>&#8220;Now, you take that prescription over to Emanuel at the merchants&#8217; camp and get it filled, and you take it easy, else I&#8217;ll sic the king on you.&#8221; Jarrett nodded and bowed again before hurrying off. Hopefully he was going to the Merchant&#8217;s camp, hopefully. Kennedy sighed. Boneheaded men.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Problems?&#8221; Lock asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;He hurt his arm and it took him the better part of a week to tell me about it. Men! That is so like you.&#8221; Kennedy shook her head.</p>
<p>&#8220;I thought Master Fox was going to bring over a new dress for you.&#8221; The king looked Kennedy over, apparently ignoring the fact that Kennedy had just insulted his entire gender.</p>
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<p>&#8220;He did, but I washed it last night and the flippin&#8217; thing wasn&#8217;t dry when I got up this morning and so, I figured it was probably better if I wasn&#8217;t running around in my skivvies. I think Jarrett would have died in embarrassment if he came up to the door and I answered it wearing panties and a bra.&#8221; Kennedy paused as Lock blushed crimson. &#8220;So, what might I do for you this morning, your Majesty?&#8221;</p>
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