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				<category><![CDATA[Fiona]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Gavin]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Jennica]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Vivianne]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;So, how are you liking Shadowcrest so far?&#8221; Jennica asked her companion, trying not to stare through the&#8211;she thought&#8211;absolutely pointless window into the hallway. &#8220;It gets me away from mater . I can put up with almost anything for that.&#8221; &#8230; <a href="http://itwouldbeyou.blackbirdslullaby.com/?p=1078">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>&#8220;So, how are you liking Shadowcrest so far?&#8221; Jennica asked her companion, trying not to stare through the&#8211;she thought&#8211;absolutely pointless window into the hallway.</p>
<p>&#8220;It gets me away from mater . I can put up with almost anything for that.&#8221; Vivianne told her with a snicker in her voice.</p>
<p>&#8220;One of those mothers?&#8221; Jennica smiled faintly. Either Igraine was a complete nightmare&#8211;or like most seventeen year olds, Vivianne exaggerated how terrible her mother was.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye. No man wants a woman who is more clever than he is.&#8221; She ticked off on her fingers. &#8220;There&#8217;s a reason that freckles look like devil marks. Servant women walk around without their heads and faces covered, ladies do not. The list goes on, and on, and oooonnnnn.&#8221; Vivianne tossed her hair out of her face.</p>
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<p>&#8220;So, you don&#8217;t like it here?&#8221; Jennica chewed on her lip, her heart plummeting, what was she <em>doing</em>?</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, it&#8217;s different, mostly.&#8221; Vivianne told her, thoughtfully blowing a loose piece of hair out of her way. &#8220;Some things are good, some things aren&#8217;t so good, a few things kinda suck&#8230;&#8221; She paused. &#8220;Is something wrong?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Uh,&#8221; Jennica shrugged. Other than my best friend is being a complete and total idiot? Nah, not much. She rubbed at the back of her neck and once more pulled her eyes away from Fiona.</p>
<p>&#8220;So, aye, there is. You just don&#8217;t want to tell me what it is.&#8221; Vivianne said. Jennica snorted. She had pretty much walked into that one. Vivianne was <em>not</em> unobservant and Jennica had been being pretty obvious about watching&#8211;and worrying over&#8211;Fiona.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeah, pretty much.&#8221; Jennica said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Shouldn&#8217;t Lady Fiona be back by now? I mean I thought she was &#8216;freshening up&#8217; not exploring the countryside.&#8221; Vivianne blew a strand out of her face, her green eyes darting toward Jennica. &#8220;Or she is back, just not in here. And that&#8217;s why you keep staring out into the hall like you&#8217;re watching some Bartal tragedy playing out before your eyes.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Bartal?&#8221; Jennica asked</p>
<p>&#8220;Mater&#8217;s idea of proper reading, he was like the quintessential Golden Age poet and playwright.&#8221; Vivianne&#8217;s eyes rolled upward.</p>
<p>&#8220;I take it&#8211;you&#8217;re not fond of him?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Every play the gent wrote, <em>everybody dies</em>. You can just sit there going down the cast list, gonna die, gonna die, gonna die. Plus all of the girls, if they don&#8217;t die, usually by killing themselves after being rejected by a gent, they all go to convent. Without a gent in your life it&#8217;s kill yourself or pray.&#8221; Vivanne shook her head. &#8220;It&#8217;s ridiculous. And the things he thinks a girl should say? Ugh. The most intelligible things out of a woman&#8217;s mouth in a play is usually the monolog she gives right before she jumps off a bridge or poisons herself. Pater and I always groan when some set of players decides they&#8217;re going to do a revival of Bartal&#8217;s plays. Because of <em>course</em> we have to go, we&#8217;re supposed to be cultured.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve never understood how Mater, who can detect the slightest little backhanded comment in a pile of worshipful praise, could miss the fact that all of the guys in Bartal&#8217;s plays are complete sleazy. I wouldn&#8217;t share the air in a really big room with most of his &#8216;heroes&#8217;, let alone my bed and the rest of my life.&#8221; She continued.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Sounds like a few guys I&#8217;ve read about before.&#8221; Jennica murmured. &#8220;Heck, a few I&#8217;ve known before.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Gavin sort of reminds me of one.&#8221; Jennica&#8217;s eyes shot to Vivianne.</p>
<p>&#8220;What?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, Mater says&#8211;ugh, I hate that, Mater says, Mater says, I really don&#8217;t usually go on that much about my mother, really. But she says I&#8217;m &#8216;overly sensitive&#8217;&#8211;and sheltered. But he trips every skeeze alarm I have. I dunno why, I mean it&#8217;s not like he&#8217;s ever been mean or rude or even tried to look down my dress&#8211;but&#8230;&#8221; She shrugged, twining her hair around one finger. &#8220;Makes me glad for doors.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230;Doors?&#8221; Jennica&#8217;s eyebrow migrated upward again.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Yeah, back home we don&#8217;t have doors on rooms. There&#8217;s a front door and usually metal gratings on the tabernae. Rather than having a true business district, especially in smaller towns, there&#8217;s just a shop front put onto houses, it&#8217;s called a tabernae. Anyway, so people don&#8217;t break in and steal everything, they put a metal grate across the doorway to the taberna. For all the rest of the rooms though, it&#8217;s just an arch with a curtain across it.&#8221; Vivianne explained. &#8220;But here we have <em>doors</em>&#8211;which is so wonderful. I think when I go home, I&#8217;ll buy myself a door. Gavin makes me grateful for the door.&#8221;</p>
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<p>Jennica&#8217;s stomach sank as she stretched her legs out in front of her and glanced at the hall where she could see Gavin joking&#8211;or whatever&#8211;with Fiona.</p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t worry about your friend. It could just be that I&#8217;m overly sensitive.&#8221; Vivianne offered. Jennica nodded before forcing a smile onto her face as Fiona finally opened the parlor door and came in.</p>
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<p>&#8220;So did you find the lost works of Morely?&#8221; Vivianne asked batting her long lashes at Fiona.</p>
<p>&#8220;Huh?&#8221; Fiona asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Morely, he was a novelist&#8211;and recluse&#8211;legend has it he wrote a tons of books and then hid them away.&#8221; Fiona looked blankly at Vivianne. &#8220;You were gone a <em>long</em> time.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh.&#8221; Fiona tittered a small laugh and looked at Jennica and rolled her eyes.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, I should probably get to work. Good afternoon, Lady Jennica, Lady Fiona.&#8221; Vivianne stood up from her chair and skipped to the door. &#8220;See, doors are <em>wonderful</em>.&#8221; She looked over her shoulder at Jennica before shutting it behind her. A few moments later Vivianne appeared in the window that Jennica had been watching Fiona through. Gavin apparently still standing outside the room. <em>&#8216;But he trips every skeeze alarm I have&#8217;&#8230;</em></p>
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<p><em></em>&#8220;Work? For me? You shouldn&#8217;t have, m&#8217;lord.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s crazy.&#8221; Fiona murmured as Jennica got up from her seat in the chair and sat down next to Fiona. &#8220;I wasn&#8217;t gone <em>that</em> long.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Long enough for her to tell me all about doors and her mother&#8217;s favorite playwright.&#8221; Jennica countered. &#8220;It doesn&#8217;t do much good for me to be your &#8216;chaperone&#8217;, Fi, if you disappear on me.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t see why you think I need a chaperone in the first place.&#8221; The younger woman gave a disgusted sigh.</p>
<p>&#8220;Maybe because he flirts with you&#8211;and you flirt back.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;When have you ever seen me flirt with a guy other than Lock?&#8221; Fiona chewed on her mint green nail.</p>
<p>&#8220;Less than five minutes ago.&#8221; Jennica gestured toward the arched cut out where they could still see Vivianne and Gavin talking.</p>
<p>&#8220;That was just being friendly.&#8221; Fiona said, shaking her head and standing up. &#8220;We should probably get back.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Fi, slow down.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not my mother, Jenn.&#8221; Fiona said warningly.</p>
<p>&#8220;No, but I am your friend and I&#8217;m Lock&#8217;s friend too.&#8221; Jennica told her. &#8220;If you&#8217;re not interested in Lock anymore, tell him that. Nothing good is going to come of you playing the both of them.&#8221; Fiona scoffed.</p>
<p>&#8220;I am <em>not</em> playing Lock. I like Lock, it&#8217;s just, he&#8217;s so&#8211;earnest. I mean he doesn&#8217;t flirt, he doesn&#8217;t compliment. It&#8217;s nice to sometimes hear that I&#8217;m&#8211;pretty or funny or whatever. It&#8217;s <em>harmless</em>.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Fine, you&#8217;re pretty or funny or whatever. Now you can stop flirting with Gavin.&#8221; Jennica said.</p>
<p>&#8220;That is not what I meant.&#8221; Fiona rolled her eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not harmless to Lock. It&#8217;d probably really hurt him.&#8221; Jennica told her bluntly, not caring if Fiona thought it was ridiculous or not. There were a lot of things that she&#8217;d forgive Fiona for. But this wasn&#8217;t one of them. Not after what Dinh had done to her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why are you suddenly the flirt police all of a sudden?&#8221; Fiona asked.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Maybe because I know how it feels to trust someone and have them betray you.&#8221; Jennica said, arching her brow.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;you aren&#8217;t comparing what just happened to what your ex did to you. You can&#8217;t be, it&#8217;s not the same thing!&#8221; Fiona protested.</p>
<p>&#8220;It <em>is</em> the same thing&#8211;or close enough.&#8221; Jennica shook her head.</p>
<p>&#8220;You aren&#8217;t gonna go tattle on me to Lock are you?&#8221; Fiona asked.</p>
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<p>&#8220;No, it&#8217;s not my place. If you think it&#8217;s nothing, I guess I have to accept that to you it&#8217;s nothing. But I will point out that you got your knickers all in a twist when Tiffany and Lock were talking about that magic theory the other day. And it was an esoteric conversation about something completely benign in front of nearly a dozen people. <em>That</em> was &#8216;something&#8217; to you. <em></em>But letting Gavin brush your hair off your shoulder and touch your arm in front of no one is nothing. Make up your mind, Fiona. You can&#8217;t play this both ways.&#8221;</p>
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